kissed angel

Angels they exist

now I am sure

not the winged one's

but their heart is pure

no supernatural power

no magic wand

showering only smiles

creating special bonds

by happy coincidence

I met one

it wasn't an illusion

neither it's for fun

entering my world

when I so very needed

searching for happiness

on every door when I pleaded

shattered by storms

when I refused to fly 

hoping against hope

was his final try

assembling the pieces

that were mine

turning down gloom

bringing sunshine

who's the blessed angel

I often thought

for what reason's 

was he bought

may be I have answer

answers to this all

kissed by the almighty

he came in winter fall

unaware of what 

life planned for me 

cursing god

for hard times I see

worse was still

to come my way

thinking it's over

enough of the play

this angel came

came in my life

for what reason's 

I could not find

perpetual bother

I proved to him

summoned his presence

with big fat grin

time made me realise

much he (god) cared for me 

worried of future 

he sent thee

no more a trash

I think of me 

his special child

I am suppose to be.......

T- junction

With each passing day 
endless desire to be with you
creeps in me to stay
love served as a perch
where sojourn  I lay




 I want to remain
departure is not my wish
but its only for our gain
this decision leaves me mugged
its difficult to express the pain




the distance will grow
grow our love strong                                                                                  
at times its good to let go                                                                                   
for if the bond is true                                                                                   
someday it will back flow



                                                                                   


let love never fade                                                                                   
only it has the strength                                                                                    
to ease our travail.....                                                                                   

peeping in : life

               

The road I never travelled
was travelled often by me 

far off I was thinking

closer it looked at me 

distance covered equalled nil 

downfall it gave 

where I was hopeful still

so true when we say 
FALLING IN LOVE

rise is not what it gives

sucks each drop of blood

compels to hate, hate oneself

when past is strong

difficult is future to be sketched

forgiven easily

forgotten none

love exists no where

is never fair to one

peeping in my life 

this was all what I could get

LIFE IS A GAMBLE

lets place a bet!!!!!

woh

बड़ी भोली थी वो

जो यूँ प्यार कर बैठी

हज़ारों सपने आँखों में लिए

यूँ इकरार कर बैठी
अरमानों को तस्वीर देने
तकदीर से टकरार कर बैठी
बड़ी भोली थी वो
जो यूँ प्यार कर बैठी
छल-दिखावे के बादल जब छंटते देखे
पगली, उनसे भी इनकार कर बैठी
आंसुओं को दामन में छुपाये 
मुस्कराहट की बौछार कर बैठी 
क्या पाया उसने ?यूँ खो कर सब कुछ 
क्यूँ सब कुछ बर्बाद कर बैठी 
बड़ी भोली थी वो 
जो प्यार कह कर 
ज़िन्दगी से खिलवाड़ कर बैठी

Tanhai

आई तेरे दर पर, हर बंदिश मैं तोड़कर
ख्वाहिश बस, तेरी एक नज़र थी
करम इतना भी न हुआ मुझपर
शायद यही खुदा की रज़ा थी 

psychic lovers(outside of natural or scientific knowledge)

forever


"बारिश की हर बूँद
जिसने मुझे छुआ
सूर्य की वो हर किरण
जिसने मुझे रौशन किया
हवा की हर वो थाप 
जो मुझे महका गयी 
चांदनी सी रंगीन वो रात 
जो मुझे सजा गयी 
साँसों की हर वो राग 
जो संगीत बना गयी 
धड़कन की वो गूँज 
जो शोर मचा गयी
यूँ ही मेरी नज़रें 
तेरी छवि बना गयीं
छवि ऐसी जो 
मेरी ज़िन्दगी उभार गयी
उभरे  हर पन्ने पर
मेरी खुशियाँ सजा गयी 
खुशियाँ भी खुश हो न पायीं 
और जुदाई मुझे दफना गयी
जुदाई के मौसम में भी 
तेरे प्यार का रंग था घना 
दामन में था बस साथ तेरा 
साथ जो चलता रहा"


During my trip to singapore ,last month ,i met this lady who must be around 69 years old and was seated next to me .During this long journey of 5 hours, i couldnt resist but talk to her.what grace and charm she had and it was during that conversation learned about her.


she had no children,no family ,no husband or any body close to her except"JAI".
52 years back she met this handsome fellow at a party ,who stayed in her neighbourhood and had just returned from his boarding completing his education this was their first encounter.dressed in a yellow saree and a bun decorated with jasmine,she looked no less then a princess.
                                        This man named JAIYADITYA was also the hot topic among all the ladies, for they all wanted him to be their son in law.
Taking each others name or even talking was not permitted during those days.so all what they could do was to take a glance every now and then.
After a few days they met each other in a garden at the back of a temple and declared their love for each other.
unlike the bollywood cinema their was no problem in their getting married as they belonged to the same caste,same religion,and shared almost equal status.
                                        Finally,the things were fixed and they got engaged.only after a few days MANYA'S father expired and it was said that it was due to manya's stars which were not in favour of her fathers life.
heart broken and hurt she started blaming herself and became superstitious.(after all who wants to loose the one we love the most).
 In order to clear all her doubts,she wanted to get her and jaiyaditya's kundlis matched.
The pandit said her stars will have negative effect on his life as well as his family if they get married.
This cleared her dilemma and she decided to call off her engagement.Jai was not the one who believed in all this and tried to convince manya too.but she was in no mood to change her decision.Though they both knew it wont be easy for either of them to forget each other but their was no other alternative.
                              Manya promised Jai that she wont marry anyone else ever but he will have to begin a new life.
now after 44 years Jai has a family, two son and a daughter and have shifted to singapore and manya is living with all the good memories and love she treasured.
Today she is going to visit their place as its Jai's 75th birthday and his kids have planed a surprise party in which she is the guest of honour.
i asked her how come they are still in touch and his family does n't have an objection?
with a generous smile she said"the day we got engaged we promised each other to be best of friends, though the engagement did n't last for long nut we are still fulfilling our promises..
ANNOUNCEMENT: flight no. AK353 is about to land at the CHANGI AIRPORT in some time,kindly fasten your seat belts,hope you enjoyed your flight.have a nice day.
After the immigration when i  proceeded to collect my luggage i could see the  handsome old man who came to receive her.
They hugged each other and headed to their destination.
its well said that love never dies....
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

Thanks

THOUGH I KNOW ITS NOT A THANKS GIVING DAY RATHER ITS LATE FOR THE YEAR 2009 AND TOO EARLY FOR 2010 BUT I WANT TO START THIS NEW YEAR WITH A THANKS GIVING NOTE TO ALL LOVELY PEOPLE AROUND ME WHO HAVE BEEN ON THEIR TOES THROUGH OUT TO ASSURE THAT EVERYTHING GOES WELL IN MY LIFE.

i sincerely apprecite ur generosity

of assisting me through out my life

and i hope i am not being selfish enough

by asking all u special people to continue doing so.

as i wont be able to think of a life without my dear ones.

thanks.n a very happy new year !

i can no other answer make,but,thanks,and thanks-william shakespeare.

ज़िन्दगी में आने के लिए

मेरी ओर हाथ बढाने के लिए

ज़िन्दगी से पेहचान कराने के लिए

ख़ास हूँ मैं ये बताने के लिए

हर कदम साथ निभाने के लिए

अँधेरे में रौशनी दिखाने के लिए

प्यार से प्यार कराने के लिए

कभी समझने तो कभी समझाने के लिए

तहे दिल से आपका शुक्रिया

 ज़िन्दगी में आने के लिए

इसे यूँ खूबसूरत बनाने के लिए !