taqdeer ke panno se

Friday, July 23, 2010
डर लगता है आज, हवा के झोंके से
कहीं उड़ा न ले जाएँ
ये बादल मेरे सपने
कहीं  बिखर न जाए
ताश के पत्ते, मेरा आशियाना
जो टूटा इस बार आईना
तो रह जायेंगे सिर्फ चंद टुकड़े
जिनमें ये अक्स भी
फिर नज़र न आएगा

psychic lovers(outside of natural or scientific knowledge)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010
"Fragile pixie"

Everything around her is imbued with a breathless sense of wonder,the magical charm of love.
The dew drops,setting sun,romantic songs,monsoons and corns,melted chocolate,orange candies,
colour pink and Kushal.

But she was annoyed,very annoyed. All because she was not sure if she could stay without her love.
They had not planned this escapade,it just popped in.

Sara was ok with everything until she saw on Kushal's face book account the party pics with different girls,whom she was not knowing and have n't heard of either.
Which Indian girl is going to be ok  with her love going on a holiday with girls whom she does n't even know.

Kushal had nothing to  explain or defend himself,all what he could say was,"it was just a holiday and if you
have a problem with this,you should be there with me".
(Sara is in Bangalore,for a dance therapy course and Kushal is handling his business in Delhi)

It was hard for her to digest the lame excuse ,she found it utterly rubbish.There 6 year old relation was now on stake.
Kushal refused to accept his mistake and this time Sara was adamant not to bunk it without clarifications.

Her ivory town was now collapsing with each passing day.He did n't turn up,not even once rather he was living with  the notion that she was over reacting.

   Gradually ,she learned how to live without him and still be happy, as she was told not to compromise when it's all about self respect.But something was missing,the rains were no more romantic and the songs pricked too......

She decided to leave,leave everything.It was under process but before it could materialise , there was an unexpected call.
His voice broke the walls,which she had built up around her all these days.

"I was wrong,please forgive me , I cant live without you, all these days i have been desperately waiting for your call ,it's difficult to face the emptiness when your not around".
"open the door,it's raining outside and I am all wet".
He was standing outside her apartment ,she melted in his arms."Sara please don't leave me , you know I am stupid and i  need you more than you need me ."
"tum mujhe jaane hi kyun dete ho","you are shivering ,coffee?"
The magic was back and there world was complete.
holding her close,kissing her tears.....gazing her deep brown hypnotic eyes..........