diary of a little kid, in the grown up girl

Sunday, April 21, 2013
                                                            Day# 10,107 of my life
There are many days in our lives about which the less written, the better...with this thought, if not written, the moment passes, it is forgotten. Thus i never mentioned anything. You feel I am being dramatic? yes! I am over dramatic.
Something akin to confusion has been disturbing me...... jumbled and messed all these days.It's extraordinarily strange, but everyone else seemed happy. How come I am not?
I had learned to fake smiles, still it's a long way to go. I can tell if it's killing me or making me strong.

When someone suddenly disappears of your life, it's terrible...thousands , even more than that questions in my head, and even more hopes which refuse to fade.....I still think about the two of us together. Everyday I still assume "right in the middle of an ordinary life , love will give me a fairy tale. But now I also accept that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life.

Twisted!  I am .Exactly the way my thoughts are.


  1. virendra said...:

    Welcome back:)!! aaa..may be 3rd time i'm saying this..or 4th..nevermind..
    bt..the magic in ur nib is still there..
    not that good..bt better than few of ur previous written stuff..'
    personally i liked it..:)