taqdeer ke panno se

डर लगता है आज, हवा के झोंके से

कहीं उड़ा न ले जाएँ

ये बादल मेरे सपने

कहीं  बिखर न जाए

ताश के पत्ते, मेरा आशियाना

जो टूटा इस बार आईना

तो रह जायेंगे सिर्फ चंद टुकड़े

जिनमें ये अक्स भी
फिर नज़र न आएगा

psychic lovers(outside of natural or scientific knowledge)

"Fragile pixie"

Everything around her is imbued with a breathless sense of wonder,the magical charm of love.

The dew drops,setting sun,romantic songs,monsoons and corns,melted chocolate,orange candies,

colour pink and Kushal.

But she was annoyed,very annoyed. All because she was not sure if she could stay without her love.

They had not planned this escapade,it just popped in.

Sara was ok with everything until she saw on Kushal's face book account the party pics with different girls,whom she was not knowing and have n't heard of either.

Which Indian girl is going to be ok  with her love going on a holiday with girls whom she does n't even know.

Kushal had nothing to  explain or defend himself,all what he could say was,"it was just a holiday and if you
have a problem with this,you should be there with me".
(Sara is in Bangalore,for a dance therapy course and Kushal is handling his business in Delhi)


It was hard for her to digest the lame excuse ,she found it utterly rubbish.There 6 year old relation was now on stake.
Kushal refused to accept his mistake and this time Sara was adamant not to bunk it without clarifications.


Her ivory town was now collapsing with each passing day.He did n't turn up,not even once rather he was living with  the notion that she was over reacting.


   Gradually ,she learned how to live without him and still be happy, as she was told not to compromise when it's all about self respect.But something was missing,the rains were no more romantic and the songs pricked too......


She decided to leave,leave everything.It was under process but before it could materialise , there was an unexpected call.

His voice broke the walls,which she had built up around her all these days.

"I was wrong,please forgive me , I cant live without you, all these days i have been desperately waiting for your call ,it's difficult to face the emptiness when your not around".

"open the door,it's raining outside and I am all wet".

He was standing outside her apartment ,she melted in his arms."Sara please don't leave me , you know I am stupid and i  need you more than you need me ."

"tum mujhe jaane hi kyun dete ho","you are shivering ,coffee?"

The magic was back and there world was complete.

holding her close,kissing her tears.....gazing her deep brown hypnotic eyes..........

kissed angel

Angels they exist

now I am sure

not the winged one's

but their heart is pure

no supernatural power

no magic wand

showering only smiles

creating special bonds

by happy coincidence

I met one

it wasn't an illusion

neither it's for fun

entering my world

when I so very needed

searching for happiness

on every door when I pleaded

shattered by storms

when I refused to fly 

hoping against hope

was his final try

assembling the pieces

that were mine

turning down gloom

bringing sunshine

who's the blessed angel

I often thought

for what reason's 

was he bought

may be I have answer

answers to this all

kissed by the almighty

he came in winter fall

unaware of what 

life planned for me 

cursing god

for hard times I see

worse was still

to come my way

thinking it's over

enough of the play

this angel came

came in my life

for what reason's 

I could not find

perpetual bother

I proved to him

summoned his presence

with big fat grin

time made me realise

much he (god) cared for me 

worried of future 

he sent thee

no more a trash

I think of me 

his special child

I am suppose to be.......

T- junction

With each passing day 
endless desire to be with you
creeps in me to stay
love served as a perch
where sojourn  I lay




 I want to remain
departure is not my wish
but its only for our gain
this decision leaves me mugged
its difficult to express the pain




the distance will grow
grow our love strong                                                                                  
at times its good to let go                                                                                   
for if the bond is true                                                                                   
someday it will back flow



                                                                                   


let love never fade                                                                                   
only it has the strength                                                                                    
to ease our travail.....                                                                                   

peeping in : life

               

The road I never travelled
was travelled often by me 

far off I was thinking

closer it looked at me 

distance covered equalled nil 

downfall it gave 

where I was hopeful still

so true when we say 
FALLING IN LOVE

rise is not what it gives

sucks each drop of blood

compels to hate, hate oneself

when past is strong

difficult is future to be sketched

forgiven easily

forgotten none

love exists no where

is never fair to one

peeping in my life 

this was all what I could get

LIFE IS A GAMBLE

lets place a bet!!!!!

woh

बड़ी भोली थी वो

जो यूँ प्यार कर बैठी

हज़ारों सपने आँखों में लिए

यूँ इकरार कर बैठी
अरमानों को तस्वीर देने
तकदीर से टकरार कर बैठी
बड़ी भोली थी वो
जो यूँ प्यार कर बैठी
छल-दिखावे के बादल जब छंटते देखे
पगली, उनसे भी इनकार कर बैठी
आंसुओं को दामन में छुपाये 
मुस्कराहट की बौछार कर बैठी 
क्या पाया उसने ?यूँ खो कर सब कुछ 
क्यूँ सब कुछ बर्बाद कर बैठी 
बड़ी भोली थी वो 
जो प्यार कह कर 
ज़िन्दगी से खिलवाड़ कर बैठी

Tanhai

आई तेरे दर पर, हर बंदिश मैं तोड़कर
ख्वाहिश बस, तेरी एक नज़र थी
करम इतना भी न हुआ मुझपर
शायद यही खुदा की रज़ा थी