diary of a little kid,in the grown up girl

                                                                                                                  Day# 9637 of my life

My hair were drenched, probably with the sweat,when the phone rang

’ I am going for  a movie and will be late’. He hung up after I responded ‘its ok’

As I wasn’t  left with much to say. I stood still vaguely looking at the knife which I was holding in my hand while preparing food.

Sometimes we show our love  by just keeping quiet.

I waited ,the entire day to hear his voice,to say and to hear “I LOVE YOU”

It was his favourite dish which I was preparing, couldn’t even tell.

Around mid night I called him back as I had missed his call by few minutes. answering after a few rings  he popped up saying ‘I called up to ask ,have you had your dinner?’

All of a sudden I didn’t sense the ground beneath me (flying always does that).immediately came ’I’ll get back after my dinner in an hour’. As always he was out with his friends .

I waited ,much more longer than an hour and then texted

” m off to sleep,reach home carefully,luv ya,gudnyt”

There wasn’t any reply.my eyes were glued,at the screen of my phone.

How could he go off to sleep without answering the SMS when someone somewhere was waiting for a response.

I don’t know what the darkness had to do with this  but it felt miserable and heart wrenching.

It was  dawn when I finally slept.

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p.s: sorry I could not write to you(blog) ,I was terribly busy.

 love is just meant to happen once and forever.

he says it quiet often that I don’t love him any more.If it is so why did I kept waiting for one reply the entire night.