Heart whispers

so far apart

we are it seems

though i always

think of us together

deceiver love

has always been

yet its absence

immensely bothers

i miss

when it used to hurt

it hurts

when i miss it still

tempest in my heart

upraises as land 

from river to the hill

hunting by the sense of smell

when i wander behind the mist

my heart whispers .......

I LOVE YOU

psychic lovers(outside of natural or scientific knowledge)

"Fragile pixie"

Everything around her is imbued with a breathless sense of wonder,the magical charm of love.

The dew drops,setting sun,romantic songs,monsoons and corns,melted chocolate,orange candies,

colour pink and Kushal.

But she was annoyed,very annoyed. All because she was not sure if she could stay without her love.

They had not planned this escapade,it just popped in.

Sara was ok with everything until she saw on Kushal's face book account the party pics with different girls,whom she was not knowing and have n't heard of either.

Which Indian girl is going to be ok  with her love going on a holiday with girls whom she does n't even know.

Kushal had nothing to  explain or defend himself,all what he could say was,"it was just a holiday and if you
have a problem with this,you should be there with me".
(Sara is in Bangalore,for a dance therapy course and Kushal is handling his business in Delhi)


It was hard for her to digest the lame excuse ,she found it utterly rubbish.There 6 year old relation was now on stake.
Kushal refused to accept his mistake and this time Sara was adamant not to bunk it without clarifications.


Her ivory town was now collapsing with each passing day.He did n't turn up,not even once rather he was living with  the notion that she was over reacting.


   Gradually ,she learned how to live without him and still be happy, as she was told not to compromise when it's all about self respect.But something was missing,the rains were no more romantic and the songs pricked too......


She decided to leave,leave everything.It was under process but before it could materialise , there was an unexpected call.

His voice broke the walls,which she had built up around her all these days.

"I was wrong,please forgive me , I cant live without you, all these days i have been desperately waiting for your call ,it's difficult to face the emptiness when your not around".

"open the door,it's raining outside and I am all wet".

He was standing outside her apartment ,she melted in his arms."Sara please don't leave me , you know I am stupid and i  need you more than you need me ."

"tum mujhe jaane hi kyun dete ho","you are shivering ,coffee?"

The magic was back and there world was complete.

holding her close,kissing her tears.....gazing her deep brown hypnotic eyes..........

psychic lovers(outside of natural or scientific knowledge)

forever


"बारिश की हर बूँद
जिसने मुझे छुआ
सूर्य की वो हर किरण
जिसने मुझे रौशन किया
हवा की हर वो थाप 
जो मुझे महका गयी 
चांदनी सी रंगीन वो रात 
जो मुझे सजा गयी 
साँसों की हर वो राग 
जो संगीत बना गयी 
धड़कन की वो गूँज 
जो शोर मचा गयी
यूँ ही मेरी नज़रें 
तेरी छवि बना गयीं
छवि ऐसी जो 
मेरी ज़िन्दगी उभार गयी
उभरे  हर पन्ने पर
मेरी खुशियाँ सजा गयी 
खुशियाँ भी खुश हो न पायीं 
और जुदाई मुझे दफना गयी
जुदाई के मौसम में भी 
तेरे प्यार का रंग था घना 
दामन में था बस साथ तेरा 
साथ जो चलता रहा"


During my trip to singapore ,last month ,i met this lady who must be around 69 years old and was seated next to me .During this long journey of 5 hours, i couldnt resist but talk to her.what grace and charm she had and it was during that conversation learned about her.


she had no children,no family ,no husband or any body close to her except"JAI".
52 years back she met this handsome fellow at a party ,who stayed in her neighbourhood and had just returned from his boarding completing his education this was their first encounter.dressed in a yellow saree and a bun decorated with jasmine,she looked no less then a princess.
                                        This man named JAIYADITYA was also the hot topic among all the ladies, for they all wanted him to be their son in law.
Taking each others name or even talking was not permitted during those days.so all what they could do was to take a glance every now and then.
After a few days they met each other in a garden at the back of a temple and declared their love for each other.
unlike the bollywood cinema their was no problem in their getting married as they belonged to the same caste,same religion,and shared almost equal status.
                                        Finally,the things were fixed and they got engaged.only after a few days MANYA'S father expired and it was said that it was due to manya's stars which were not in favour of her fathers life.
heart broken and hurt she started blaming herself and became superstitious.(after all who wants to loose the one we love the most).
 In order to clear all her doubts,she wanted to get her and jaiyaditya's kundlis matched.
The pandit said her stars will have negative effect on his life as well as his family if they get married.
This cleared her dilemma and she decided to call off her engagement.Jai was not the one who believed in all this and tried to convince manya too.but she was in no mood to change her decision.Though they both knew it wont be easy for either of them to forget each other but their was no other alternative.
                              Manya promised Jai that she wont marry anyone else ever but he will have to begin a new life.
now after 44 years Jai has a family, two son and a daughter and have shifted to singapore and manya is living with all the good memories and love she treasured.
Today she is going to visit their place as its Jai's 75th birthday and his kids have planed a surprise party in which she is the guest of honour.
i asked her how come they are still in touch and his family does n't have an objection?
with a generous smile she said"the day we got engaged we promised each other to be best of friends, though the engagement did n't last for long nut we are still fulfilling our promises..
ANNOUNCEMENT: flight no. AK353 is about to land at the CHANGI AIRPORT in some time,kindly fasten your seat belts,hope you enjoyed your flight.have a nice day.
After the immigration when i  proceeded to collect my luggage i could see the  handsome old man who came to receive her.
They hugged each other and headed to their destination.
its well said that love never dies....
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

good bye:but good

hold my hand, stay back

wish could have said that

look into my eyes ,be mine

wonder these were my lines

with the glowing moon in that dim light

were the thoughts

when saw him cross the line.

freezed legs , sinking heart,stoned eyes n choked

was still waiting for the hope

wanted to touch the way i needed to be

and believe forever, he is there for me

at last hugged my own self

to show i was fine

for love is love

only when it equals wine

his sudden return

bought a distinct smile

"without you i cannot cover half a mile"

were the words told in a single line

"hold my hand ,look into my eyes

stay back and be mine".

live to love ,love to live

love gives u wings to fly

a fairy land to live in

rainbow colors to paint ur world

but only if its true....

and unconditional..

not the one which changes with season.

keep loving !

तुझे पाने के सिवा

कोई और चाह न थी

जो पाया,

तो तेरे इश्क की चाह हुई

जानी जब उसकी गहराई

तो डूब जाने की चाह हुई

डूबी,

तो किनारे की चाह हुई

जो हाथ थामा

तो साथ चलने की चाह हुई

कभी थमने की,

तो कभी उड़ने की चाह हुई

यूँ तुझे पाने के बाद जाना

क्यूँ अचानक ज़िन्दगी की चाह हुई!

देखा अनदेखा

कभी तारों में ढूँढी तकदीर अपनी

कभी चाँद को ही हमसफ़र मान लिया

कभी आँखें बंद कर एक सपना देखा

कभी सपने को ही हकीकत जान लिया!

इज़हार-ऐ-दिल

प्यार बहुत खूबसूरत होता है

और उसका एहसास

और भी ज्यादा खूबसूरत

प्यार का इज़हार करने से पहले

और यूँ इकरार करने से पहले

निगाहें आपके सामने ही उठा करती थीं

और जब से हमने इस चाहत को चाहा है

नज़रें सिर्फ़ आपको देख झुका करती हैं

तन्हाई में बैठ , आपको याद कर

हम अक्समात मुस्कुराया करते हैं

और आप जब सामने आते हैं

तो पलकें झुकाया करते हैं