ACACIA

I see my soul indivisibly with you,
lingering one the newly budded leaves,
I see the flowers dancing upon,
holding fast to the fading dreams,
I see the breeze gentle and warm,
carrying love up its sleeves,
I see the sun ray's bright and clear,
spreading care, warmth and belief,
you can continue to measure
my love for you
for I do not see you,
but love you blindly.
In this part of the story ,
 I am the one who dies,and die out of love and glory.

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Acacia-(yellow), symbolizes secret love.
It's after a long time that i am writing and i realized the same when my screen blinked, indicating "wrong password", life was keeping me on a roll .I wan't to thank all those who have been there during my tough time and also those, whose best wishes were unconditionally there with me.
I assure you all that I will continue taking wrong decisions,neglecting my health,become a workaholic...as i know i am blessed with people like you in my life..
cheers!

LIFE IS BLISSFUL WITH YOU MOM

I have often been told by my dad, how important I was for my mother.

At the time of her delivery, she had asked the doctor to make sure she has a daughter and if not she should get one.

Turning back the pages I realize, 25 years back when everyone preferred a son, as he would uphold the family values and ensure its continuity, my mother wanted rather insisted for a daughter and this mere realization makes me feel special.

How she enjoyed my smiling, screaming, clutching her fingers, fiddling with her sari and how she still cherishes recalling those moments. How  she always use to pass on her share of chocolate pudding to me, telling me she never did really care for it, and how she still stares at me in amusement with her pebble like eyes, seeing me lick the bowl.

I fail to understand, why all the songs dedicated to mothers showcase how sentimentally and emotionally their son’s are bonded with them.

I guess I cried thrice of what my brother did after listening to Shankar mahadevan’s  “meri ma”(tare zameen par).

I can bet daughters love their mothers equally or may be even more.

I cannot really express how I feel about my mother in words, but I have learned to love her since we first met. At times it seems that it’s only her who completely understands me , despite of my repeating “mum you won’t understand”, yet she always does and is my never failing support system.

More often we say that I love this dress, this song, this colour………..

 Less often, we love you mom.

This mother’s day and all other days to come, I’ll let her know how special she is and how much I love her. Maybe she is not my entire life but holds a great part of it and no one except her can love me so purely and her divine love is what I’ll treasure throughout my life.

“LOVE YOU LOTS MA”

Here's a song dedicated to every mother...
sung by Sagarika  and lyrics by veteran Nida Fazli....
                                                            

guardian angel

whenever i am lonely or sad

this angel kisses my tears away

making me smile, love and laugh

surprisingly keeps everything under his sway

guardian of my hopes and dreams

he is the spirit who protects and guide

giving courage , strength and vision

trying to be there always on my side

asking things every now and then

to let him wonder how silly one can be 

trying his patience and bothering him much

yet he is always generous with me

though i know its just a phase

soon i will be left alone

until then let me sleep in peace

don't wake me up before he is gone..

kissed angel

Angels they exist

now I am sure

not the winged one's

but their heart is pure

no supernatural power

no magic wand

showering only smiles

creating special bonds

by happy coincidence

I met one

it wasn't an illusion

neither it's for fun

entering my world

when I so very needed

searching for happiness

on every door when I pleaded

shattered by storms

when I refused to fly 

hoping against hope

was his final try

assembling the pieces

that were mine

turning down gloom

bringing sunshine

who's the blessed angel

I often thought

for what reason's 

was he bought

may be I have answer

answers to this all

kissed by the almighty

he came in winter fall

unaware of what 

life planned for me 

cursing god

for hard times I see

worse was still

to come my way

thinking it's over

enough of the play

this angel came

came in my life

for what reason's 

I could not find

perpetual bother

I proved to him

summoned his presence

with big fat grin

time made me realise

much he (god) cared for me 

worried of future 

he sent thee

no more a trash

I think of me 

his special child

I am suppose to be.......

T- junction

With each passing day 
endless desire to be with you
creeps in me to stay
love served as a perch
where sojourn  I lay




 I want to remain
departure is not my wish
but its only for our gain
this decision leaves me mugged
its difficult to express the pain




the distance will grow
grow our love strong                                                                                  
at times its good to let go                                                                                   
for if the bond is true                                                                                   
someday it will back flow



                                                                                   


let love never fade                                                                                   
only it has the strength                                                                                    
to ease our travail.....                                                                                   

Anuराधा

तुझ संग कुछ इस तरह जुड़ी है
मेरी हर बात
की मुझ संग चलती गई
तेरी हर याद
दोस्ती तेरी अनमोल है
मेरे लिए
सुंदर हैं पल ,वो पल
जो साथ जिए
पहले कभी मिलती
तो उन पन्नों को भी रंग लेती
वो लम्हें ,वो पल
जिनमें न था कोई पास
थी केवल एक आस
तुझ संग कुछ इस तरह जुड़ी है
मेरी हर बात
तुझसे मिलना मेरा नसीब था
बिछड़ना मेरी मंजिल
बिछड़ कर भी साथ रहे
ये साथ भी अजीब था
तेरी दोस्ती,
हर राह पर थी मेरे साथ
मेरे लडखडाते क़दमों को सँभालते
वो तेरे हाथ ,
ख़ुद को बिखरते
जब मैंने पाया
फ़िर मुझमें विश्वास जगाया
अकेली नहीं हूँ मैं
न आज ,न कभी
अनु के संग है राधा
तो अनुराधा हुई न साथ
तुझ संग कुछ इस तरह जुड़ी है
मेरी हर बात !!


HAAPY B'DAY DEAR!